Jude's dead!!!

OVER!!!



Exams, that is... Guess i am a rather unemotional person, cos just like how i don't get anxious or flustered easily, i also don't get happy easily, at least where the end of exams are concerned... Tot maybe i'll be ecstatic, but instead was merely feeling "like that, lor..."
Maybe that's because i know my exams were not brilliantly done... Know that i didn't really put in any real effort till the last minute. I am quite sure that my CAP will go down quite a fair bit this sem... Just hope to keep the average at 4, or at least close to it...
Which brings me to grades, somehow i can't help but be obsessed over grades, i know a healthy interest in them is fine, but i feel that i am obsessed in certain ways such that it becomes a malignant growth... Think i've talked about this before, and also have brought it in prayer before the Lord both privately and in sharing with others... God has lessened this obsession, but it is still there, but i believe that the Lord is in control, no matter what... =-)
Anyways, in any case, have this motivation to work really hard next sem, especially after this slack sem... By God's grace it will last through the break and throughout next sem...
Hmmm... Will really miss studying in the library actually, even that tacky melody they play nightly to chase everyone out at 945pm... Have a feeling that from next sem onwards, will be hearing much more of that...