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Well, i didn't go to the library after all, cos the 24-hour one isn't open for 24 hours on Fridays, and i was too lazy to go to the other one which opens till 10pm.

And instead i basically did more random and unimportant stuff, culminating in deciding to take a nap cos i had only five hours of sleep last night in between finishing a book for class today.

I just got up, and was in the process of regressing into more time-wasting activities when i chanced upon some news - about someone whom i barely even know - have met this person all of once in my life for ten minutes at max. I shan't elaborate cos it isn't very nice to do so considering the circumstances but well basically it's got me thinking about how wasting time away here in such pointless activities is really not the way to go given how blessed i am to be here in the first place and to have the opportunity to do so much when others have stuff which prevents them from doing so, especially so since i tend to identify a lot with this person in general. I ought to be heaps more thankful than what i've really been so far since i'm here...

So have decided to finally get down to starting a prayer initiative of sorts -something that's been floating in my mind for the longest time and which i think i've shared to some extent with various limited degrees of clarity with some people but has not seen much move towards fruition since. Hmm know that it all sounds very vague and all, but oh well - it's rather vague to me too at this point, basically, i type this here for accountability purposes for anyone who feels like it to check on me and ask how's this going on... I think it's very much an "as the Spirit leads" (and i know, that's like the byword for everything nowadays...) kinda thing so I also dunno what it might develop into, if it develops at all. Hmm looking back, there is only a very spurious link between the aforementioned push factor and this whole prayer thingy isn't there? And furthermore it's been all of fifteen to twenty minutes since i first became aware of the aforementioned push factor too. But it's a link nevertheless, and guess i'm very much just moving in faith... So we'll see how this goes =)